it doesn't hurt me.

It's not that I want you,
It's that I need you.
I know you're trying
and so am I,
To lose this hatred
let it pass by.
Unfortunately for us
It's not that simple, just to forget.
When you have my concience
and feel my regret.
You tell me you need me as much as i need you,
but more and more i believe it's not true...

but it doesn't hurt me.
Nope. I am falsely happy.

and one last note,
from my throat.
There is something else i hide..
maybe it has died?

For now, i will huddle up and cry...

-A