*who the fuck are you?
you're (name is redacted)
you don't even need to pratice for beauty pageants and you win them
you are a winner, in a winners body (even if you think it looks like a loser, it obviously wins over everyone, me, stephen, the judges, your MOM!) so stop being a baby and thinking this is all beyond your control, because you can control everything YOU CAN TURN LIGHTS ON IN DREAMS
*so turn one on in your head and get through this
